Children who have been neglected by parents through addiction, mental illness, or abandonment, forever seek to know Òwhat to doÓ in almost every situation ¥ They were violated as children, no one has ever been there for them, and new people in their lives are seen as those who will eventually abandon them, again ¥ Linda is a middle aged woman who looks back to the extreme isolation and caretaking of younger siblings in her childhood ¥ She recounts the stories of thunderstorms, FAE effects to her siblings, and giving up her childhood to protect and provide where the father neglected them ¥